Man lying awake in bed at night while his wife sleeps turned away from him

The bedroom went quietand you know why

I'm 54. Somewhere around 50 it started. First the mornings stopped. Then halfway through, it would just fade. She said it was fine. It wasn't fine.

Gas station pills, shilajit, a blue pill that made my face burn. Over $600, and she still didn't reach for me.